During the process of becoming a better man, I had to face the reality of releasing what was bottle up inside of me in regards to how I felt about my childhood and what I knew now and what I was told back then.
This involved writing a letter to my mother in which I gave to her in letter form today. As you are about to see, it contains a lot about my feelings and in no way is it intended to pass blame on to her. I feel very relieved that I was able to get that out to her, however when I left it at her place today my heart raced the whole way home wondering if she would ever talk to me again.
I feel that she may be in denial about a lot of things in life and I’m really hoping that she can see past that this not about her, but rather about being able to give the world a better me.